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Thursday, January 14, 2010
OKIE.~~ im back to single. as i said be4. i had enough of all ur shit. i dont want to suffer anymore. u may say it GAN. but from my point of view. the way u text her, chitchat with her. its not jusdt GAN u knw marh. have u every stand in my shoe and think i will i feel. all u knw is to say tat u are not a good bf ?? have u every try to be one. have u change, no u nv. it have always been the same over and over again. that time we break is also because of her. now still the same. i dont want to suffer anymore. i dont want to suffer from the jealous and i cant do anything. i dont want to suffer from ur attitude when u are angry/moody for no reason. i dont want to suffer from the way u dont care me or talk to me cause u are jealous. i dont want to suffer from ur BUSYGIRL. i hate her. she is the cause to everything. i dont want to suffer from u dont bear to disown her or leave her alone. i dont want to suffer from u hiding from me. i dont want to suffer from u telling me lies. i dont want to suffer from from cryin everynite. i dont want to suffer from from quarreling with u everyday. mostly cause of her. i dont want to suffer from dont knw how to sayang me back when its ur fault. i dont want to suffer from when i knw it ur fault but u said until it like my fault. cause im jealous. i dont want to suffer from when im angry u want to get moody and i must be the one sayang u. i dont want to suffer from when u are angry i sayang u. but me. its opposite. i dont want to suffer from all the explaination that i think its fake. i dont want to suffer from the things me and my friends feel. i dont want to suffer from u askin other girl for, u knw what i mean. i dont want to suffer from say no to u, and u get angry. i dont want to suffer from askin to auto, control all the time. i dont want to suffer from teachin u how to pls a girl back. but u dont do it. i dont want to suffer from u sayin until its lik my fault that ppl ask me for no. i dont want to suffer from u sayin that it lik my fault tat u cant sms other girls. i dont want to suffer from u sayin that u hardly contact ur BUSYGIRL but u everyday sms her. i dont want to suffer from all the pain u made to me. i dont want to suffer from all the shit u say to me. i dont want to suffer from all the explaination u say to me. i dont want to suffer from all the words u say. e.g. forget it, then what u wan, nth. drop the topic. n more i dont want to suffer from u getting moody and not tell me. i dont want to suffer from U. do u knw how much i hv suffer. i always dont want to say. i got think of how it will become if i told u. that y i nv told u. i dont want to make a fuse out of it. but not i realli have enough of it. i dont knw how much longer i can stand. i dont knw when i will fall. i dont knw when i will become crazy. i hv nv tot of leavin u. but i hv no choice. im realli tired. wo heng xin ku. i can no longer hold it anymore. and its not that i dont love u. is i dont knw how to. im sori i hv to leave. but its for ur good too. u can ask anygirl anytime. u can do with who anywhere. u can sms or call her anytime. u can hv ur freedom. and no need to hear my voice. scare that i will get angry. isnt it what u always wanted. ur tears are rollin down ytd nite. what abt me. my tears are rollin down every nite. my heart get more pain every day. my asthma getting worst every moment. my leg getting tired to move on. my left eye blinks each time i think of her. my head bust each time i think is it i think too much or not. im really tired lerh. i cant carry on anymore. i need to rest. its alway u say. when is there a time which is i say de ? no, N.E.V.E.R. i ask u for a breakup. what did u say. u say ok, u are not a good stead. u nv even try to hold me back. that prove to me that im right. u hv nv love me that much. im such a fool. that now then i realise. its was all along me, giving one side love more. u say no its not lik that but u also cant say y. u onli knw how to say ya ya ya u are not a good stead. but did i every said that. no one is perfect. just that u hv to try to change to become one. but did u ? from the time i patch with u, u say u will change for me. but u dont even bear to disown her. but me, i change my no just for u. so that no boi contact me. my senior ask me for no. u wan jealous give me attitude. give me face. nv talk to me. walk so fast. huh. is it how u tell me that u are jealous. i realli have it with all ur shit lerh. im sick and tired of all this lerh. i hv to end it. or if not. hurt de will be me. its time to let go means it time to let go. sometime things we should let go. we must let go. cause no matter how much i try to pull it still no use. i try to hold u but u didnt. i cant hold on any longer. and now is the opposite way. i have pull until the string have snap. and it snap back to me. and i was cut but the string. and u may nv knw how much it hurt. everytime i try to explain to u. u will just say. " ya im not a understanding bf" that all u knw how to say. suan le. its over. u are kept as my memory. my hearts, it hurts. its hurt to let u go. but i have to if not it would have snap even deeper. and if i still dont let go. the string may snap and cut me into 2, n dead. i realli dont wish to let go. but i realli cant hold on much longer. cause u nv even try to hold me back. that prove to me one thing lerh. and u knew what is it. |
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