my style, my life..

ai si wo de korkor lerh.!

2010-03-31T06:33:00.000-07:00

hehehe..
holiday hv been rather boring for me lately.
nth much for me to do.
always at home.
doin housework.
haii sian life is so boring for me wifout love.
but i also dunno y, i hv been scoldin aways all the guy who add me in msn.
all of them suck, as u knw now a days all the guy.....
they can ask u for stead on the day they knw u.
n some use some lame-o things which totally hv no link to the thing they wan to ask me.
wan ask just ask la.
y must turn one big round sia.
n use things that doesnt even hv link wif the question.
omg.! hate it.
i wan to hv a lover but i dunno why............
im v dissapointed wif the guy now a days.
mostly nt all.
they r just being so selfish n useless.
nt caring at all/
onli knw what they wan.
nv think for other including me.
haii..
lucky i still got khaii my gan hubby.
n my korkors to pei me.
khaii hv lesser times for me lerh.
so sad but i knw he will be lookin for me soon lik he said that day.
andrew korkor look for me the other day n was mia....
i also dunno why.
hmmm nvm.
but lucky still gt my other kor.
who came n pei me this morning.
chit-chat, online games, drawing, laughter.
hahaha so fun.
korkor somemore cn draw wor.
hahaha.
drew stitch.
so nice lo.
hehehe love it. thnks.!!
but korkor gt stead le, n his poly starting soon.
cnt pei this meimei for long.
haii, nvm hehehe.
still love u this much.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahaz.
muackz.
thnks for everything.
hv a great time chatting wif u. XD
cya soon ohh.

n thats for today.
byebye.!

jasmine new haircut.!

2010-03-29T07:52:00.000-07:00

hehehe im back here again.
when to jasmine house this morning to help her take out her extendtion.
which will cost her a fortune to take it out at the shop.
hahaha but its quite easy thou.
dino was there too.
but he didnt help out. XP
was playin his games all the way.
n my hand was aching.
ok la abit onli still cn make it.
hahahahahahaha.
finally all done.
now its my turn to play the com.
play audition.
omg realli CMI, too long nv play lerh.
n dino was slpin lik a pig.
n my friend jasmine as so nice to make us bread wif egg.
yummy nice nice.
n its time to go out lerh.
hahaha.
had a funni time lookin at jasmine torturing the lazy pig.
hahahaha.
damn funni.

when to kovan wif jasmine.
she had her haircut there.
n was nice.
easy to take care of also.
he say its nice too.
see see see. told u nice lerh ma.
hahahaha.
to me la. others i nt sure.
when to buy my conceler for $19.90.
nt bad quite nice to use.
thanks to jasmine i knw which one to buy of course.
after that when to have our dinner at KFC.!!!
omgosh so long nv eat lerh.
hahaha.
yummy yummy yummy.!
n then i i when home lerh. T.T
such a short but nice day.
hehehe.

mood to draw.

2010-03-28T00:00:00.000-07:00

finally i got the mood to draw.
maybe its cause i knw its a new sketch book ba.
hahahaha.
drew 3 pics ytd.
nt full view just portait.
anime portait.
n my first page is stitch n scrump.
which i drew the ytd.
hehehehehehehe.
im quite hapi wif it.
hahaha cn see its stitch n scrump.
nt bad nt bad.

got a new bag too.
shiny pink.
handbag.
to me its okie.
but to u guys i dun knw whether its nice or nt.
hahaha.
bt who cares.
i lik cn lerh, paid by my beloves mum.
she is the one askin me whether i wan a not de lerh.
so good.....
hehehe n of course i say wan la.

n thats it for today.
tata.!

handmade light box. (cheappp.!!!)

2010-03-26T09:30:00.000-07:00

feelin slpin thou.
my mum was working nite shift.
so she woke me up early in the mornin just to go orchard.
cause she see's me drawin on the flat desk in my room until my neck was aching when i draw.
how good of her to bring me there to buy the drawing table.
and.......
gosh it was fkin exp.
guess what.
the drawin table, hmm nt realli a table onli a hard n thick board n a metal below to ajust the height.
it cost $224.90 (omg.!)
the other one called the light box, smaller n the height cant be adjust.
it cost $171.90 (better)
bt to me its still alot.
so we walk around the shop.
saw the wooden one which the height cn be adjust but wifout the frame.
it cost $14.90 (cheappppppp.!!!)
but without the frame also cant draw.
so i just bought the plastic board to cover over it.
n below i cn put my light over.
n guess what.
its a handmade drawing table which the height cn be adjust n cn be use as a light box.
woohoo.
save a total of $209.40
the total cost of my handmade drawing table aka light box adjustable table.
is $15.50

hahaha.
n got myself 2 new sketch book which Uncle Ee is using.
n that it for the day.

update soon.!
byebye

when out wif gan hubby.!!

2010-03-22T22:45:00.000-07:00

omg.!
today had a great day wif god hubby khaii.
im so shy when i first met him.
he was walkin towards me n i was lik omgosh he's there.
we were both shy at the start.
hahaha
we when to ssc straight.
too the shuttle bus.
i was standing beside him as i dun wan to sit down.
he was staring at me when i was lookin away.
but i saw the reflection on the glass window.
hahahaha.
he keep pullin my bag askin me to sit.
i dun wan. XP
then he poke my back.
OUCH.!
haha.
he so bad lo.
then the bus arrive.
he aboard the bus first as he was told to.
then he find a place n let me sit inside first then he sits beside me.
omg.! so gentleman lo.
nt lik other guys.
we was talkin in the bus n getting use to it lerh.
hehe.
reach ssc.
walk around the mall..
he was disturbin me all the time.
when we go up n down the flat esculator he pull my hand dun let me walk down.
sometime walk in front of me dun let me pass.
then surround me wif his hands on the handle n im in the middle.
omg so sweet. n i cn smell him. XP
hahaha.
then he hold my hand.
omgosh.!
then i let go after a few second.
n i was lik.....
"what is wrong wif me, why i let go......"
but in the end he still got hold my hand la.
haha.
when to sun plaza to buy my stitch toy.
when to the libary, sit beside him.
abit of chit-chat here n there.
he tickle me.!
but luck i nt scare.
he scare lo.
hahahahahahaha. XP
when to blk to chit-chat.
NV do anything.!!
i repeat NV do anything.!
k la got hug.
but thats alll...
full stop.!
then we when home.
talkin in the mrt.
he didnt manage to send me home.
but we seperate at the mrt station at my side.
n i called him when i reach home.
hehe so sweet.
n tats it.
meeting him again next wed.
hehehe.

byebye.!

back in action.

2010-03-20T10:05:00.000-07:00

hello.!
its me kellis.
habben been posting on blog for quite awhile.
as for im busy this few wks to work on my sch assignments.
although i knw im nt the best.
bt as long as i knw i did what i cn do to make it as perfect as possible but i knw its still nt up to standard yet.
but i promise i will improve on it.

and......
yup, my holiday have just started.
wosh~
can finally rest for a tini while.
after that its FYP time.
omgosh habben come out wif a great idea yet.
ohh god.
help us.
we have run out of ideas lerh.
how how how.
hmm need to brain strom lerh.
but nvm.
i still enjoy the over all of the animation course.
its fun hvin mrs sri as my CA.
wif the rest of my teachers.
thanks for everything.
i knw im nt the best.
but i wont diapoint u guys.
as i hv learn alot from this course cause of u.
i knw its gonna be hard.
but i will continue workin hard to get do the best i cn.

change a new blog skin i knw its rather plain.
but who cares i lik it cn lerh.
n one funni thing.
after i heard jasmine talk abt tony chopper n stitch.
i hv fall in love wif scrump one of the character in lilo n stitch.
hehe.
its so cute.
but some says it rather ugly.
but i find it cute in one way.
hahaha.
been collecting their staff.

n tml is the day i go to collect my item from the blog shop.

omg im so excited.
n thats y im here.

cause i cant slp.

hahahahaha.

n i hv been think ofmy ex lately.

im nt sure y.

but some how maybe is cause i miss the feelin of being love by someone who i love too.

haii.

suan le. nt my time then wait lo.

let time flow by.

n let heaven decide when n who i should be wif.

n now.

i can relaxxx. enjoying single life while waiting of course.

n workin hard on sch works.

n must stop thinkin of my few ex..........

life needs to go on man......

hahaha sayin to myself.

got a hair cut few days ago.

im nt sure when.

yup cut back the same hair style all the time.

no one release even my mum.

onli jasmine.

hmm cause she is a pro in hairstyling n making up n staff.

a pretty lady i cn say.

hahaha.

sab dun jealous arh.

we r the funni lady hahaha.

but life hv been rather bored for me.

tilllllllll next tues....

goin meet my god hubby finally.

yay~~~

hv been waiting for this for centuries.

hahahahahahaha.

n ya im so nervous.

i dun knw what to wear.

i dun knw what to say.

i dun knw what to do.

omg.!

but i knw he wont care whether what i do, say or wear.

hahaha cause he himself also dunno ma.

hahahahaha.

hor hubby hor.

hehe cya on tues ohh.

muackzz.

love ya.!

n here r some of the photo i did for my assignment. (updating soon)

ur business ur business lo.

2010-02-10T01:04:00.000-08:00

hahaha just notice a v funni post of someone.
what ur blog is ur business arh.
then my blog my business la.
then u see lerh sms and scold me for shit.
ur friend clone each other i dun care also.
they clone cause they r sister. lik couple lik to wear same things.
bt u lerh.
huh. knw thats a skirt im wearin u wan same.
knw thats a shoe im wearin u wan same also.
and at the v first point do u or hv u every treat me as ur friend la hor.
pls dun bull shit here.

and hor if u realli nv do anything wrong then say what morning talk also nv come.
then go scold scold scold on blog.
so. i see lerh also nv sms u.
cause ur business ma.
u lerh. sms scold scold scold.
what onli.

and call ur daniel la.
wan call u just call la.
no need use eye sigh or call ppl pass msg de la.
so childish.
how old lerh wan call dun knw how to call need lik hiding rat lik that.
pls la.
wan do what hor.
do it openly la.
y dun dare issit.
tot u scold me until v shock.
say that u dare scold us one de.
then y need in blog neh.
dun dare face to face issit.
wan scold me come in front of me.
no need bull shit in ur blog one de.
i knw u wan ppl to pity u.
what heart problem is all bull shit la hor.
u realli cn act.
hahaha.
think can giv u the best actor reward le hor.
hahahahahahahaha ^o^

pls la.
paper cnt cover fire one de.
all ur lie are now open.
what more do u gt to say for urself.
and ur friend alreadi told us that u lik daniel, ur fault merh.
she also lik that say lerh.
pls la.
ur friend at her blog the english so damn pro.
where gt chance for her to say wrong.
no need turn excuse le la.
this is nt the first time u turn ur reason to some staff.
tell me one story.
tell ella one story.
tell kinah one story.
tell jasmine one story.
tell ur friend one story.
tell daniel one story.
omgosh.!!
pls la.
no use de,
u think daniel cn protect u for the whole life merh.
u think ur friend cn protect u for the whole life merh.
they themselve also got a family and got stead.
unless its u.!!!!!!!
bt haha.
i dun knw and dun care.
and somemore they also need to get married one de lo.
u think they can be wif u the whole entire life merh.
u think they cn be 24 hour stand by merh.

and pls no one here every say that u are ugly or what so eva.
we just say that u wan copy me also no use its NT UR STLYE.!
that all i say.
i or we nv say anything abt u ugly or what.
no need make another story in ur blog again la. pls.
i knw u wan ppl to think that we are bad guy and u are v poor thing.
bt think abt it la.
who is the PERSON that startin lieing over and over again.
who is the PERSON that act a victim in front of her FAV guy arh.
who is the PERSON that keep makin up story.
who is the PERSON that wan ppl to pity her so much that. she cn play wif her health.
ppl readin her blog or even her friend may nt knw her as well as us.
cause we see her for almost everyday.
and yes u knw each other long bt the lies she say to us is uncountable lerh.
so we hv no reason to belive her again.
she say she dare scold us. bt dun even dare to come in front of us to say us.
onli knw what.
what pen knife.
and UR FRIEND WAN US TO STOP.
sori hor friend.
not is the PERSON dun wan stop first de hor.
she wan post in her blog and scold us.
then u cnt blame us for doin this shit.
as for is the PERSON who wan to post it first one de.
so........ if u wan to tell us anything plsplspls go tell the PERSON first la hor.
say stop but still all the bull shit things.
tsk. what a shame.!!
dare say bt turn out the other way.
still wan delete posts.
say throw bt still omgosh.!
lik my health is ok.
bt the person one is even better.
no heartproblem still say got.

and hor daniel.!!
wan call the person call la.
no need hide hide hide one de.
y did something wrong merh.
scare we ask issit.
ohhh pls.!

im nt as stupid as u think.!

2010-02-08T20:24:00.000-08:00

do i hv anything to do with all the shit that she says???
i knws nth de ok.
im onli hearing story onli ok.
is u tell me is ur EX SCH MATE DE.
then u come sch tell ella.
i said nth de ok.!
dun put words inside my mouth la hor.
is u ownself in front of ella say to me that tat time is ur ex sch mate then dan.
i gt nth to do with it one de hor.
u own self say infront of her dun say is i say de la.

i got say i misunderstand/stood marh.
dun anyhow say cn ma.
u lik to lie a lot lo.
i gt say first ma.
y.??
u wan ppl to think that im a unreasonable person issit.
u wan write for who to see sia.
pls la.
u urself knw la hor.
u think others will belive merh.
even he jing, hong jun and soo ping all knw.
pls la roseline.
enough of all the shit le la hor.
how old le, can think ma.
u nt care abt ur sch work every day go internet or msn in class.
teacher dun catch u does nt mean anything one de ok.
we all stressin abt class work u at there tellin lies that r nt true.
lik, wanting someone to knw that we are the bad guy.
pls la. even the blind also cn see lo.
y do u lik to say things that r nt true lerh.
u knw u v childish a not.

and one thing.
u kind of style of wearing and mine r so v fkin diff.
and u wan copy.??
hahaha, v funni.
even u hv the money to buy it may nt even look good on u o.
that what hong jun says.
and i think it reasonable.
u as abt the skirt i wear to sch.
say u wan to get one and wear to sch too.
wtshit.
then i tell u 25 plus u say nvm.
then suan. ok
now ytd on mr riduan lesson i saw ur damn fkin shoe.
was the one im wearin for the pass few days as for my leg is injure and need to wear a bigger shoe so thats my brother one de.
now u go and buy the shoe cause its cheaper.
wth is wrong with u la.
lik to clone ppl issit.
cant clone the skirt then clone my shoe.
luck ytd my 6 sense told me nt to wear.
if nt i sure scold one de lerh.
pls la u think u who.
say clone ppl then cn clone ppl.
even if u clone everything i hv when im in sch.
hv u every thing will it be nice if u wear my style on u.
pls grow up cn.
stop doin all the small childish thing to make ppl hate u la.

i already forgive u lerh.
y do u still wan to lie again.
somemore on ur blog say until lik i v unreasonable lik tat.
whaolao.

and hor..
pslplspls dun act lik as tot got a lot of ppl jio u la.
dun act big pls.
no use one de.
u think u are the onli one who wait for a person so freakin long merh.
me.??? i lik him every seen i was in pri 6. till sec 4 dec 25 i decide to give up.
u think onli u knw how to love ppl issit.
or wait for ppl i cn say.
so.!!
u got what kc or what every shit la.
ppl lik u. u still scold ppl.
ppl la.
u think u lik that do ppl will think u r v generous issit.
bull shit la.

and ya i gt a lot of freakin ex.
and is experience.
so what.
need to keep repeat it ma.
I ALSO GOT PPL I LOVE.
bt he dun even care.
so what life still go on one de ok.
yes on the one hand i love him.
but my love relationship still goes on.
altot i gt stead bt i still will lik him.
i knw it impossible for me and him to be tgt,
bt so what.
i just need to rmb how much i love and wait for him.

need nt say that those words in ur blog ba.
say until lik the whole world love u lik that.
pls la.
ppl lik me, ella, he jing, hong jun, soo ping all knw abt ur shity staff.
or cn i say fkin lieing staff.
pls la stop doin thing that make ppl hate u la.
keep on ur blog say that its other ppl fault lik that.
he jing is sayin the correct thing what she gt say wrong merh.
we ALL cn see that u lik someone and waiting for someone call.
dun tell me is who so every la.
we r nt born ytd de roseline.
the more u lie the more u r making ppl hate u la.
dun say u nv .
cause say onli ma.
i also cn say.
and no need to use knife again le la.
treatenin ppl to belive u is a bull shit thing to do.
we dun wan to be in trouble so we nv say anything.
u realli thinkby using a knife u cn treaten us issit.
hong jun was right we should nt even care from the v moment u use the knife to treaten us.
cause u knw we wont let u do it.
u use our kindness to treaten us.
and u think that u realli win.
and by tryin to tell kinah everything, everytime we quarrel wif u and u think she will help u issit.
dream on girl.
she knws as well as we do.
dun need to waste energy tryin to make kinah quarrel wif us.
cause its useless.
u may nt knw but she knw u as well as us.
so u no need to do little movement la.
and u think we dun knw.

i may look lik a fool to u.
bt deep down issit me.
im nt.!!!
when im me.
u may nt even recoigned me.
i may be smarter then u.
in playin this kind of fkin things.
cause i myself was being treating lik this in my pri sch.
and i told my self if i need to i will be the bullier.
or even the mastermind.
bt will nv be the victim.

give u two sentence.
need nt do what u are nt supose to do to get others attendtion.
cause in the end u will onli be the one making ppl hate u for the REST OF THE LIFE.

Sick and tired of all ur shit.

2010-01-14T16:34:00.000-08:00

OKIE.~~
im back to single.
as i said be4.
i had enough of all ur shit.
i dont want to suffer anymore.
u may say it GAN.
but from my point of view.
the way u text her, chitchat with her.
its not jusdt GAN u knw marh.
have u every stand in my shoe and think i will i feel.
all u knw is to say tat u are not a good bf ??
have u every try to be one.
have u change, no u nv.
it have always been the same over and over again.
that time we break is also because of her.
now still the same.

i dont want to suffer anymore.
i dont want to suffer from the jealous and i cant do anything.
i dont want to suffer from ur attitude when u are angry/moody for no reason.
i dont want to suffer from the way u dont care me or talk to me cause u are jealous.
i dont want to suffer from ur BUSYGIRL. i hate her. she is the cause to everything.
i dont want to suffer from u dont bear to disown her or leave her alone.
i dont want to suffer from u hiding from me.
i dont want to suffer from u telling me lies.
i dont want to suffer from from cryin everynite.
i dont want to suffer from from quarreling with u everyday. mostly cause of her.
i dont want to suffer from dont knw how to sayang me back when its ur fault.
i dont want to suffer from when i knw it ur fault but u said until it like my fault. cause im jealous.
i dont want to suffer from when im angry u want to get moody and i must be the one sayang u.
i dont want to suffer from when u are angry i sayang u. but me. its opposite.
i dont want to suffer from all the explaination that i think its fake.
i dont want to suffer from the things me and my friends feel.
i dont want to suffer from u askin other girl for, u knw what i mean.
i dont want to suffer from say no to u, and u get angry.
i dont want to suffer from askin to auto, control all the time.
i dont want to suffer from teachin u how to pls a girl back. but u dont do it.
i dont want to suffer from u sayin until its lik my fault that ppl ask me for no.
i dont want to suffer from u sayin that it lik my fault tat u cant sms other girls.
i dont want to suffer from u sayin that u hardly contact ur BUSYGIRL but u everyday sms her.
i dont want to suffer from all the pain u made to me.
i dont want to suffer from all the shit u say to me.
i dont want to suffer from all the explaination u say to me.
i dont want to suffer from all the words u say. e.g. forget it, then what u wan, nth. drop the topic. n more
i dont want to suffer from u getting moody and not tell me.
i dont want to suffer from U.

do u knw how much i hv suffer.
i always dont want to say.
i got think of how it will become if i told u.
that y i nv told u.
i dont want to make a fuse out of it.
but not i realli have enough of it.
i dont knw how much longer i can stand.
i dont knw when i will fall.
i dont knw when i will become crazy.

i hv nv tot of leavin u.
but i hv no choice.
im realli tired.
wo heng xin ku.
i can no longer hold it anymore.
and its not that i dont love u.
is i dont knw how to.

im sori i hv to leave.
but its for ur good too.
u can ask anygirl anytime.
u can do with who anywhere.
u can sms or call her anytime.
u can hv ur freedom.
and no need to hear my voice.
scare that i will get angry.
isnt it what u always wanted.

ur tears are rollin down ytd nite.
what abt me.
my tears are rollin down every nite.
my heart get more pain every day.
my asthma getting worst every moment.
my leg getting tired to move on.
my left eye blinks each time i think of her.
my head bust each time i think is it i think too much or not.

im really tired lerh.
i cant carry on anymore.
i need to rest.
its alway u say.
when is there a time which is i say de ?
no, N.E.V.E.R.

i ask u for a breakup.
what did u say.
u say ok, u are not a good stead.
u nv even try to hold me back.
that prove to me that im right.
u hv nv love me that much.
im such a fool.
that now then i realise.
its was all along me, giving one side love more.
u say no its not lik that but u also cant say y.
u onli knw how to say ya ya ya u are not a good stead.
but did i every said that.
no one is perfect.
just that u hv to try to change to become one.
but did u ?
from the time i patch with u, u say u will change for me.
but u dont even bear to disown her.
but me, i change my no just for u.
so that no boi contact me.
my senior ask me for no.
u wan jealous give me attitude.
give me face.
nv talk to me.
walk so fast.
huh. is it how u tell me that u are jealous.

i realli have it with all ur shit lerh.
im sick and tired of all this lerh.
i hv to end it.
or if not.
hurt de will be me.

its time to let go means it time to let go.
sometime things we should let go.
we must let go.
cause no matter how much i try to pull it still no use.
i try to hold u but u didnt.
i cant hold on any longer.
and now is the opposite way.
i have pull until the string have snap.
and it snap back to me.
and i was cut but the string.
and u may nv knw how much it hurt.

everytime i try to explain to u.
u will just say. " ya im not a understanding bf"
that all u knw how to say.
suan le.
its over.
u are kept as my memory.
my hearts, it hurts.
its hurt to let u go.
but i have to if not it would have snap even deeper.
and if i still dont let go.
the string may snap and cut me into 2, n dead.

i realli dont wish to let go.
but i realli cant hold on much longer.
cause u nv even try to hold me back.
that prove to me one thing lerh.
and u knew what is it.

sad, n bored.

2009-12-17T04:25:00.000-08:00

alamak i knw i v long time nv blog lerh.

now blog also not too late hor.

seen u can say abt ur gan.

so why not i say abt my gan laogong too.

my gan lagong call !!*khaiDougie*!!.

he maybe bz as time as for he got a lot of work to do.

everytime look for work.

this few days he just have family problem.

ran away from home also nv tell me.

and somemore nv bring the fone along with him.

lucky i nv text u anything special.

hahaz. if not ur mum see then die. HOR.!!

hahahahaz.

but not as least u when home and go ur home

at least u tell me if not i angry then u knw.

hahaz.

u are so sweet but some guy are just jealous.

spame that u are a hacker.

dont care them la.ok.??

dont worry be happi i also tld u be4 lerh.

no matter what i will help u with it de.

even if i have to sucide my account i also wont mind de.

i wont let anyone harm u de.

i knw u wont want me to do that but nvm la as long as u hapi can lerh.

busyhubby dont worry.

reply me late also nvm de la.

i knw u busy with ur work.

its ok i understand can lerh.

u my inuyasha lerh.

i am ur kagome lerh.

forget lerh ohh.??

hahaz then i make u rmb lo.

u say u will come find me if u can de but u also nv.!!

SOBSOBZZ.!!

i miss u man.!!

when u off de.

u say want celebrate my birthday with me next yr de hor.

u better rmb.

if not i.......

smack ur pp then u knw arh.

u kwn what is pp first marh.

means butt.!!

muahahahaz.

no la i dont bear la.

hahahaz.

at most smack lerh sayang y back lo. hor.!!

muackz.!!

i miss ya so much.!!

more then u miss me arh.!!

hahahaz.!!

u also dont have blog lo.

if u have a blog more good.

then can contact to u at tagged, fone and on blog.!!

but u dont have blog too.

nvm lo.!!

at least got tagged and fone to contact u.!!

jui can lerh.

its ok one.

as long as i knw i got u can lerh lo. hor.!!

no matter where also nvm.

miss u. ^^

love ya. *blush*

will be waiting for ur next sms.

hehehez.

wo ai ni.

think u knw what that means.!!

muackzz.!!

love my real baby too la.

the boy that got gan baby but still look for me.

a guy that dont knw that i will get jealous.

nvm, u wont understand cause no one did it to u be4.

haii nvm.

u always say she was ur past.

say u 2 nv contact.

but now.

also got contact what still i love u.

help her find ppl for job.

haii.

so dissapointted.

haii.

u knw how to say that u are jealous.

cause u love me a lot.

but u nv tot for me.

i will also feel that too.

but i will also be scare one de ok.

u so popular.

so many girl going towards u.

of course i will be scare.

haii.

i dont knw what to say.

i just dont like to share barh.

but haii u like it.

can even say iloveu to her.

then why not me.

u knw how to get angry so do i.

i also have feelings de lo ok.!!

haiiiz.!!

hate for who i am.

2009-10-24T07:54:00.000-07:00

nth much today.

when to buggis with ella and someone.

haii.

was fine at the start.

but ending up like shit.

i didnt knw what i did wrong to deserve all this crap but all i got to say is most of the guy are all liers.

most.

but in 10 there are 9.

and i dont knw why.

do dont jugde the book by it cover.

but may say u love the book.

but in the end u will nv knw.

and by then u cant regret any more.

it a little too late.

it too late to regret now.

but whateva. live carries on.

may my life be as smooth as silk.

but its impossible.

haii.

cant wish much now.

got photo taken.

but wont upload it now.

upload it soon ba. not free arh.

got things to do.

wang see u tml.

must wake up hor.

if not i kill u.

nth much lately

2009-10-13T07:01:00.000-07:00

this few days also nth much happen.

today just bought myself a pair of ear rings. coolzz

but one of it was not workin well.

then i went to the place for a replacement. sianzz

but lucky i was able to replace it.

tattoo my leg, and ismail tot it was real, hmmm

is it so well done ??

and he dont even dare to ask me, omg

am i that scary, or do i look rather firece, hahahazz

ask Uncle Ee to help me to draw a pic of me and my friend as he forgetten to draw me in the family photo.

sobsobzz. uncle Ee forget me.

hahaha.

now onli waiting for the girlfriend style.

and we called uncle Ee to draw soo ping wearing skirt.

hahahaha.

dont knw what will it look like.

omg cant wait.

a class BBQ is organize. WOOHOO!!

but when im not sure wor.

onli knw that it will be on sch days.

going with the A class ppl to. 0o

having a lot for project coming on. haiii

will try my best la.

nth much lately.

but this few days have been feeling kind of sick.

i also dont knw why.

so dont ask me.

got to knw some new friends that help me say the person who spam my blog.

like i said i dont care.

haha.

they are just childish.

or maybe they are too boring lerh ba.

ok enough of that.

hmmm.

really nth much lerh lo.

will update soon. XP

opps someone hate me lerh. haha

2009-10-05T02:52:00.000-07:00

whats new ??

nth much barh.

think its just the news comment i get from a unknown person ba.

haha.

i also dont knw how to say.

hmmm.

i actually dont knw who the person is but the person still can say such words to me.

hmm im really wondering who the person is wor.

i cant figure out what who the person is and i cant get into the shourtmix user.

cause i foget the password lerh and the email is not the email im using now.

its the old email i use and i forgotten the password too.

haii, nvm lo.

another person hate me so much

dont knw who hate my face so much.

haii, and the person is so scare until he/she dont want to put the name down wor.

why does ppl hate me so much.

did i do anything wrong.

hmm.

and the person still can say i seduce other guy wor.

hmmm.

who did i seduce ??

im still wondering.

and what 3r ??

i dont need ur mirror thanks.

i have mirrors at home and its not broken yet.

haha. sad to say huh.

but thanks for ur advice too.

but i have long waken up from my dream.

no matter who u are i just want to say...

thanks, and u are just wasting ur time spamin my blog.

i wont delete de fang xin.

no matter what ppl say when they see it i wont care.

cause there is nth much for me to say now.

and no matter what others say.

i wont get angry anymore lerh.

i will just say thanks.

i have learn how to tolerate my anger.

i have learn that in this world there will be ppl that hate u and love u.

no matter where there still will be ppl who hates me.

so no matter what im not gonna care.

this is my advice to u.

seen u are so free why not find something u do most.

and be like me dont be so childish lerh la.

u think u are still young merh.

how old lerh still play this kind of game.

and it not the first time i got this kind of things.

and i have learn how to ignore things like that.

hahaha.

so u need not waste ur time doin all this ba.

i knw u want to make me angry,

so the more u want me to get anrgy the more i wont.

that what kellis have become.

maybe u dont belive but if u really dont belive u can try.:)

if u are bored and want to try then i wont stop u just spam as much as u like.

i wont delete de.

but just want to tell u i want change shoutmix lerh.

maybe u wait until then barh.

if not i change lerh u will onli be wasting ur time now.

so wait for me to change ba.

v fast de.

AND MAYBE I KNW WHO U ARE..

WHAT IM GUESSIN NOW MAYBE RIGHT.

if im right.

it should be u ba.

my new house od hello kitty zodiac

2009-09-28T05:49:00.000-07:00

hiie guy im here blogging again.

got a new desplay from my popo.

a wooden house with hello kitty zodiac in it.

and a few diff kind of cartoon on the root.

cute huh.

hahaha.

nth much lately amm.

get to get over him as i have a great friend that help me out.

gave me care.

his been a great friend or can i say korkor.

hahaha.

thanks kor.

and these are some of the pics of the zodiac and the wooden house. :)

miss all my classmate and kor lotlotzzz.

cya soon guy.

cant wait for sch reopen.

and my life is goin on v smoothly.

I HATE LAIRS LIKE U.

2009-09-26T08:19:00.001-07:00

the 12 day without u.

im really really mad abt what u have lie.

if u have not lie to me abt it during the whole time i wont have care so much.

i wont have got so mad.

or even i may give u my bless.

but seen u have choose to lie.

i got nth to say.

at the start of ur relationship.

u have a stead, we got tgt.

and on the day we got tgt ur ex found out and u asked me not to contact u.

i walk away u stop me, stop me from going and say u will settle with her.

i gave u time.

i waited and waited and at the nite of the day u called me say u broke up with her do u knw how hapi i was at that moment.

i can get tat hapi until i cried.

the hapiness of tears.

we got tgt.

u knw my parents are strict.

and u come to my house every sat and sun.

we didnt go out.

as for u said that u cant get over urself ask for im taller then u.

i dont mind but i knw u mind.

so i didnt say a word and bear with it.

it ok. as long as we are tgt no matter where, when, and how i will still be as hapi as for i knw im with u.

even if we go out walkin on the street, u didnt hold me hand as for u dont want ppl to knw.

i felt sad.

as for i want to let the whole world knw that u are my stead.

but nvm i change my way of lookin things.

we got tgt not long.

u start to change.

last time we can be webcaming and tokin on fone and making funni faces at the same time.

having a great time.

slowin u change.

we on cam but didnt tok.

u were typing, i ask u got mad say playin games.

nvm i go on with u.

slowin u keep sayin abt breakin up.

i really got upsad and mad.

i already give in.

and u still......

nvm we dont say 4eva but as long as we can.

i try to hold it as long as i can.

cause i knw if i hold i can still call u my baby.

but soon enough on the one month anni.

u ask for a break up.

a real break up.

on 140909.

u say u love me but u knw it unfair.

and u want to break up as u perfer to have a single life.

i give it back to u a single life.

and u said u love me on the day we break.

soon enough i online as usual.

see u online.

but i didnt tok to u.

but later.

u put ur nick as 180909/1015.

i knw the date means something.

but i dont knw what 1015 was abt.

i ask u hide u offline.

i when to tagged.com and found out ur profile change.

and someone said i love u to u.

i knw u got a stead.

i saw the profile of the girl.

i saw the same date.

and when to have a look at the pic.

saw that one of it was on ur fone and u told me that was ur ex.

then i knw.

u said u dont love her no more from the v start.

but u patch back with her 4 days after we break.

that nth wrong i knw.

but what im angry is.

u lie abt loving her.

u lie abt loving me when we broke up.

u lie to me abt perfering a single life.

u lie to me by hiding.

u lie to me abt hating her.

when i sms u.

u said-

"i didnt lie. that up for u to belive. if u dont belive i also got nth to say."

and when i ask abt why. u didnt reply.

and then i rmb u like to rmb the time u stead.

when we stead u nv even write anything now.

now u write the date and time tgt and for ur so call ex u dont love.

u said be4 u hate her.

but u end up lieing to me.

u write it on msn a few day after u patch with her.

and u think i didnt tok to u so i wont relise.

but sad to say sori i saw.

and sori i knw what going on.

u need not lie to me again as for im not going to care anymore.

i'hv learn to wake up from my dream.

i'hv learn to stand up after fallin.

i'hv learn not to rely on boy.

i'hv learn not to belive.

i'hv learn that dreams are dreams and i should wake up one day.

i'hv learn that fairytales are fairytales.

i'hv learn that lier like u dont worth my tears.

i'hv cried enough for u.

i got tired of crying for u.

i got sick of lier like u.

i got enough lies from u.

i have learn to carry on moving in life.

as for i knw its all lie and i should have wake up till now.

life goes on.

thanks to u i knw that dream are dream and i shouldnt rely on it so much.

as for it still a dream.

KELLIS IS BACK.

back to where she once were!!

Life Goes On Like Usual.

kellis have learn how to stand after she falls.

JIA YOUS KELLIS. U CAN DE. I BELIVE U CAN.

omggosh i didnt post for a long time.

2009-09-23T08:04:00.000-07:00

omg.

my blog is rushing.

nvm no one bother to go in too.

but i still got to write.

amm.

nth much lately as for nv much happen.

my cousin was sick and she come to my place to see doctor and stayed over nite as it was v late.
sh got no choice cause her skin infection was v serious so her mum broght her here. she is onli K2 and gotskin infection near the eye .

haii. just say her pretty not long ago then now haiiii.

so poor thing.

and since i got holiday for 3 wks.

then i go back with them on the day.

stay there pai her lo.

poor girl cant go out, cant eat seafood.

haiiii.

no choice she like that.

maybe staying until friday barh.

parents dont let me go out also haiiiii.

their brain are still in the 80's.

whaolaoa go out also cannot lerh.

must got good reason.

what then count sia.

go out with friends eat dinner say waste money cannot go.

dont knw why my parents like that.

i hate it u knw.

want go out cannot go out.

still need reason wth lo.

my friends lerh want go out just go.

no need say why. just where and what time back.

got go back and slp can lerh.

not like me.

go out onli got 6 hours.

go out at most 9 must be back.

a bit late also scold.

stupid lo.
lock me in the house and think i wont learn bad.

how am i going to learn what in the outside world when they dont even let me go and see what the outside

world look like

grr.

i hate my parents.

they think they are giving me the best but they are wrong.

they are just hurtin me.

i cant learn what in the outside world.

i cant get to make more friends as for all my friend i knw are from sch and class.

i cant get more exp outside.

i cant ger better relationship with my friend.

everytime they want to go out they wont ask me as for they knw i wont be able to.

see how u turn my life into.

u will ruin my whole entire life i tell u.

i hate my life.

i hate myself.

and i dont knw why.

4th day without u

2009-09-19T07:33:00.000-07:00

my 4th dat without is not v good.

i kept thinking abt u.

at nite i woke up wonder where are u.

thinkin of the wonderful moment we had tgt.

but suddenly my mind go blank everything is black and i cried.

i dont knw what happenin and i dont knw why.

i tot i could let go but i cant.

cause u are wonderful.

im sori but i need the time to get over it and i dont knw when.

this morning free so not right.

i woke up at the time that i tot u will be comin and then i rmb that we broke up lerh.

what more can go wrong.

haii.

let not tok abt it anymore.

when to ella house on fri.

played maple watch gong.

was fun.

when home had dinner outside with my popo.

was yummy.

haha.

nth much lately.

holiday is here.

and i got nth to do.

just broke up no one is coming to pai me on sat and sun morning lerh.

sian.

what im doin now is. watchin gong and blogging at the same time.

haha.

its like one stone kill 2 brid sentence.

hahaha.

gonna miss big times.

gonna miss my sat and sun morning having u around.

but that nth i can do.

so too bad.

got to get over it.

day 2 without u.

2009-09-16T06:50:00.000-07:00

day 2 without u was not good too.

but better then ytd.

i try not to think of u much.

until u sms me.

i wonder who it is who sms me at that time.

saw that it was u. i was so totally shock.

and open it was empty.

haii.

it ur friend who send wrong sms.

nvm.

after that i keep thinkin of u.

thinkin the past.

hear song wanted to cry but i didnt cause im in the bus with my friend i dont want them to ask.

ask for i dont want to say.

i scare i may cry more if i told.

but now im thinkin of u.

thinkin what u are doin and who u are with.

suan lerh what over is over.

today no sch.

parents dont knw.

when out to find my friends. soo ping and ella again.

haha.

when to tampines shop.

ella was late as she took the wrong bus and went to yck.

then me and soo ping got lost at the basement as we cant find the exit and took the stairs =.=

damn we were tired.

when to timezone to play while waiting for ella.

ate there and got a few staff.

bought a lot of bread from breadtalk.

haha.

met ella and when timezone again.

when to buy some staff.

walk walk here and there.

was fun and got tired.

wanted to rest but got ppl must sit properly.

then soo ping when toilet woo then toilet was like living room. got sofa, table, mirror and chair.

rest there for quite a long time.

took a lot of photo.

ella today dress more like a girl girl.

haha.

so nice.

did some make up for her.

soo ping dont want do

haha.

took a lot of pic todays.

haha.

enjoy seeing.

>>>ella,soo ping, kellis

day without u.

2009-09-15T06:11:00.000-07:00

the first day without u.

WAS HURTFUL.

thinkin of smsin u in the morning as i got use to it.

im so silly to look at my fone all the time to see if it was u or not.

once my fone rang im so excited tot it was u.

once i see it not u my mood swing.

haii.

i got so use to it.

that not without u my life change.

i cant get my old self back.

i dont knw where to find my confident, my soul, myself back from the past.

it was alway u in my life this month.

i knw it wont last.

but i didnt knw it so quick.

and i did not prepare for that to happen so soon.

im lose.

lose in the world.

the big big world.

the world is so big to me that i cant find my old self back.

dont knw where it flow to.

where can i find it.

WHERE.

u once told me not to leave but.

now u are the one who say u want to leave just because u cant get over urself that im taller.

if love is like those prince and princess story how good can it be.

why does those handsome guy go with chio bu de lerh.

and those unhandsome guy want chio bu.

for me as long as he love me.

why is love so diff.

why does god make it so diff for us.

haii i also dont knw what gods wan.

i dont belive in myself now.

the feelin sux. sori to use that word but it really do.

the feelin make me feel like dieing.

omggosh.

why does i have to come to this world.

i love this world but on the other hand i hate the love in this world.

cause none of them are real.

no matter how hard u try to hold the relationship it still not gonna stay there.

one day one side is going fade and it going to let go.

and u wont knw when and where or how it will come.

i do everything to hold this relationship.

but in the end it still wont last.

on the first month anni.

we celebrated it one day earlier.

on the day of our anni itself.

at nite, we really broke off.

we say break up a wk be4 i think.

and he come find me end up he say dont break first.

we nv say 4eva but as long as we can.

but we still cant make it.

haii.

i dont blame u for not being with me.

but i blame myself coming to this world with this look.

why cant i be chio bu lerh.

why must i be me.

i cant figure it out.

what's new abt today.

2009-09-14T06:38:00.000-07:00

hello.

bloggin here again.

today arh.

same lo nth much when CWP with ella and soo ping again.

haha.

soo ping left early today as usual.

left me and ella walkin at the pasamalam.

at the start ella as wanting to go there to buy some staff for the sister.

then i when there for my new thumbdrive.

soo ping when there for the cheaps bread. haha.

i got my thumbdrive, and my tarot cards. yay!!

love it. fahrenheit one de.

woohoo.

when to pasamalam to eat quiet a lot of things.

omg gong to be fat fat fat. haha.

thumbdrive got 8GB for $38.90.

my tarot cards for $8.90.

ate quiet a lot of yummy food.

this few days i found out that i keep going out with ella and soo ping lerh.

lol.

and what most i found out that it not what i say matters.

its fates that matters.

haii.

love is not as easy as u think.

at the start u may find it v sweet.

but slowly what u thinks change.

everything change.

u change i change.

i change to give in more.

u change to give in less.

its me that tot that we can need not say 4eva but tgt as long as possible.

think i got it wrong barh.

u are showing everything on ur sms and calls and toks.

why.

i dont knw why.

what wrong did i do.

is it onli chio bu deserve all those good staff.

what abt me.

i may not be perfect but im always me.

i did nth wrong to deserve all this from all of u.

i didnt want to be born like these faces.

thats what gods gave me.

why.

why does chio bu have all the good staff and not ppl like me.

i just want a simple relationship thats all.

why cant god give me.

i didnt ask for alot of things.

but a simple wish and u cant give me.

what more can i ask from u god.

i dont want to be chio, i no need to be chio.

i just want to have a guy thats love me thats all.

that all i ask for.

REALLY!!

whats new ?

2009-09-13T06:09:00.000-07:00

ON 12,09

ytd was not able to post cause of some reason.
haha.
good reason.
when to BUGIS with ella and soo ping and one person but the person say she cannot let ppl knw she go wor.
so i better not say her name here.
if not she will kill me.
haha.
be4 going to bugis.
i met ella and have lunch with her.
ate PEPPER LUNCH.
OMGGOSH.
this is the first time i have ate it.
i wanted to eat it long time ago but didnt have a chance.
finally i have a chance to eat it and with ella its was her first time there too.
haha.
poor ppl marh.
so can rarely have a chance to go eat those staff marh.
we are not rich u knw.
haha.
then meet the person at bugis waited so long lo.
u arh go sch smack u then u knw.
haha.
then we 3 girls go walk walk the whole bugis street.
and bugis juction.
ella got herself 2 keychain at 'make a name.'
whao so sweet sia for the bf bdae.
got her bf name with a bear.
and her name with a bear.
what the fish lo the bear fishin exp. 13 plus.
plus the keychain 17 plus.
total got 30 plus lo.
haha. ella arh ella.
and that was her first time rmb the bf bdae.
sweet sia.
last long.
then there come soo ping call.
met her at abt 7 plus then walk walk awhile.
then she got to go.
she took mrt.
ella, soo ping and me took the bus but diff no.
ella and me took 133 to amk saw ella bf wor holding some gift for ella.
wanted to catch a movie as the bf say want treat but end up my strict mother say NO.
suan lerh nvm they enjoy and i when home slp.
haha.
and i got my baby a ciga box with lighter.
no money buy exp exp things marh.
at least better then nth.
haha.
i make baby name on top of it too.
haha.
baby arh baby love u.
haha.
although what u said on friday really hurt but.
i knw what u mean.
its ok i knw it wont last but i want to make it as long as possible.
i knw im silly but what most is i love u or not.
nth else.
i care what u say, i care what u do.

ON 13,09

baby come to my house.
we didnt go out to celebrate as he dont want let ppl knw wor.
always say unfair to me.
i dont care where, when, how we celebrate.
as long as im with u.
no matter where.
no matter when.
no matter how.
as long as i see u.
i will still be so hapi.
where doesnt matter as u need not spend money on anni. save up for things u like also can what, if not all ppl are goin go bankrup ler lo..
when doesnt matter as when im with u i reall feel v bless. i cant go out often to find u. so when doesnt matters to me. as long as u are with me.
how doesnt matters to me too. as i dont want my love one to spend money on food and staff.
and simple gift will do. need not be those exp one. but to me what most is not the gift it the love u put in the gift.
today see baby slp was really funni.
wake up see me say dont want slp lerh but no need 10 sec slp back.
haha.
baby arh baby. what a ZHU u can be.
my baby slp so cute de lo.
got pose somemore.
haha.
then wake up hug me then slp again.
diao then i cannot move. =.=
feels like a kolar bear.
haha.

hope to have more laugher in our relationship until the day comes.

THANKS LOUIS FOR HELPIN ME ONCE AGAIN.
haha. knw why i itchy hand go press private then cant go back to unpreivate.
then ask for a lot of ppl for help include ella and danielle.
but LOUIS UNLOCK IT FOR ME.
thanks thanks thanks.
i own u one.
haha.
now my blog can even post pics.
woohoo.

sad.

2009-09-11T07:10:00.000-07:00

haii.
yoz guys im here blogging again.
but a sad news.
im just broke off.
some of u will be happi and will laugh.
but i just want to say that is nth wrong breakin off and finding the wrong guy.
u may laugh but one day u will knw.
that breaking up is not a funni thing and its painful.
some of u may knw but will still laugh.
i dont care.
what i care most is why baby want leave me.
i did nth wrong to deserve all this crap.
all u say is u dont want to be control, u cant get over urself cause im taller, and i knw it wont last.
what crap is this.
u are sayin all this as a reason to break up.
and u say it not ur reason its the fact.
i dont knw what hapen.
i knw where is something wrong lerh.

u use to reply my sms v v v fast still can say i v slow.
use to wake up early to call me tok until i reach sch then u go slp. wake up call me again.
sms me all the time.
now getting lesser and lesser.
lesser calls also.
tok to me also like not hapi tok to other so hapi.
now u can say u are tired and dont want to sms me.
can say dont want tok to me then hang my fone.
why baby why.
why do u have to do this to me.
i dont deserve all this.
i did nth all.
its because im taller and u dont want to be control.
why.
WHY.
WHY WHY WHY.

i wont be able to slp.
i wont be able to eat.
i wont be able to smile.
what more can i do.
there is nth more i can do in this world.
u come in to my world.
and now u say u want to leave and u left.
left me all alone behide.
why baby.
WHY.
i dont get the reason why.
i dont want u to leave.
i dont want to be alone.
i want to be able to call baby.
i want to be able to call u and tok.
i want to be able to sms u every morning.
i want to be able to hug u every sat and sun.
i want to be with baby,
i want baby.

but baby want break.

and i just want to tell u.
no matter when, where, what, when.
i will still be happi.
as long as im with u i will be supper hapi.
cause as long as i see u there no one else.
so i dont care.
when im with u.
the world change.
in my world there's onli me and u.

i knw baby love me like u say.
u just cant get over urself.
i knw i knw i knw.
u say u dont dare to go out with me u feel bad.
i cant go out find u i also feel bad.
i also nv force u to show ppl u are my bf.
its ok for me as long as u are with me i will be supper hapi.
baby arh baby.
i dont want to force u also.
i dont knw what to say is because after u say all this i have lose all my confident.
im scare.
im really scare.

posting again

2009-09-10T05:49:00.000-07:00

hello guy.
its been months every since i last posted.
nth much lately, all project project and more project.
haha. but i had fun with the project just that there are some mini problem sometime that i didnt get enough time.
got some fight here and there with my friends.
nvm not going care cause what more important is studies.
im not gonna care what things they talk behide me.
although i knw and i feel bad feel like talkin it out but.
suan lerh no one is there.
everybody have their own things to be bz with.
nvm i dont blame them.
just want tp have peace in my life and hope thing goes on smoothly from now on.
hope that no more crop up will happen.
what more important i wan my friend and family to love me for who i am and not who im not.
trust what u see and not what u hear.
passing this to all ppl.
if u every gonna hear anything, and u want to ask me go ahead like rose.
i wont mind, and if u dont feel like tellin me who the person is im fine with it.
for one thing if u trust me, u wont belive. if u dont, u will think that it true that ppl say bad abt me was right.
thats y i always say trust what u see and not what u hear.
this sentences is v important.
RMB trust is what u need.

OK no more sad things.
not lets tok abt the nice things happenin this pass few days or months ?
lol.
some of the thing bought during this period of time.
got some shirt, watch, fake nails, 3D nails art from my mum.
and i got myself a new water holder, markers, nails, make up set.
haha.

Fake nails>>>

3D nails art>>>

makeup set>>>

watch(moving words and numbers.)>>>

tattoo>>>

marker>>>

water holder.>>>

me to baby>>>

what a boring day....

2009-07-16T18:26:00.001-07:00

OMGOD~
its have been a boring life..
and a guy LEON keep sayin that i did something wrong..
tryin to blame it all on me..
but he and the gf knws that it not me..
but i dont knw why he keep askin me abt the matter..
and i really dont knw and dont giv it a damm..
whateva. im not gonna care. fk out of my life thanks you..
u suck (sori to use that word)..
HATE U FOR MY ENTIRE LIFE..
and thats true..
u are sure a flirter...
what u say are all lie..
what a bastard u can be??!!
no matter what u do or say im not gonna care so much lerh..
muahaha~
u can blame me for anything but not for that matter,
cause u got no prove and i knw nth abt it..
stop tryin to push the blame on others..
while the fault is u..
u are the one lieing to me and sharon..
so its not me and sharon fault,
its ur fault..
u cause all this out..
fk u......... u suck LEON!

Leon, of all girls, you found me...
you are unfortunate uhhs.
luck i got friend like that to help me.
but don ask me who, i dunno
im trying to find out too.
But i got a second though,
if i realy found out who he is, i will thank the person
i wun killl him!
cause hes a great frien who helps~
no matter who he is.
i will onli ask why.
and i cfm i will tell u the reason~
u can giv a hundreds heart to it.
i will tell u for sure.
fang xin

2009-07-11T04:40:00.001-07:00

im so disspointed in YOU..
u lie to me from the start..
and im such a fool to belive in what u said to me was true..
and im such a fool to wait for u for so damn long..
and now u said all this to hurt me..
u this damn moron..
I HATE YOU FOR MY LIFE..
u make me wait, make me tot that u will be mine, make me cried, make me suffer..
and now u said all this things to my friend and u tot i wont knw..
u are just LUCKY to have a gf that her heart is worthless..
and dont mind u being a timer..
OK I CAN SAY THAT IM REALLY PISSED OFF..
cause it so not fair..
omg what a worthless heart can she get..
GRR..
NVM LET STOP TOKIN ABT THE MORON AND THE WORTHLESS HEART GER..

sch is fun for me..
i perfer going to sch then being at home like in jail..
but got project and i can think of anything..
can anyone help me think of a creative mole image..
i need to create a image of a mole..
omg i dont knw how to draw it.. arhhhhh~
help me......

F***ING PISSED OFF~

2009-07-05T01:19:00.000-07:00

im sori i need to be posting this..
but im really pissed of with Keisuke-Hiroshi-Itsuki !!
like what u said Keisuke-Hiroshi-Itsuki u had enough of my nonsense..
seen u had enough of my nonsense then u should have the guts to tell me face to face what my nonsense are..
like what darren said dont hide ur face behide the monitor..
and like what mrs sri said be4, if u are not hapi with anything in class just say it out..
dont try to hide ur name and say ppl like that and u think there wont be any hard feelin abt it.. if

1st:
u use ur really name at least i wont be so pissed off..
but u want to say abt me and u still want to hide ur name of who u are..
that what make me really pissed..

2nd:
u said that was the biggest joke eva..
what so funni abt miss my classmate..
dont u miss urs too...
i dont find anything funni abt that..

3rd:
u said that it not the first time i run away from presentation..
when did i eva run..
and for goodness sick this is the first time i too MC for presentation..
if u dont belive im sick i can paste the MC on ur fore head to let u see clearly..
or if u want prove... i give u the clinic number.. the doctor number if u wan to call and check..
u can also have the address to go there and see my file.. they keep a file of every patient and u can see if i really sick and took what medi..

4th:
u said u have enough of my nonsense..
u can tell me or the class anytime..
i will reflect abt it.. and i wont bite..
but why dont u dare face the class and say abt me..
why do u need to hide ur name..
u are the scary cat barh..

5th:
u said it for my own good..
what good do i get from u..
huh ??
u dare u tell me what wrong i did..
im really sick and i dont want to pass to u guys...

6th:
and can anyone tell me after what Keisuke-Hiroshi-Itsuki do and what Keisuke-Hiroshi-Itsuki said like that..
do u guy think that there wont be any hard feelin..
if u said ur name.. we can tok it out..
but u choose not to..
if u really hate me so much..
u can tell me straight at my face..

7th:
u still can put a " :p " after sayin all that..
and u think it nth........

NOW I CAN TELL U GUY THAT IM F***ING PISSED OFF WITH THIS PERSON...
i dont want to use the word but i had no choose..
im really pissed..
if mrs sri or anyone if u knw who this person is pls tell me..
i really want to knw who hate me so much..
and still have to had it with my nonsense..
although im really pissed off but i swear that im not going do anything but just to tok it out with the person.. and see what i can do..

mrs sri pls help me out in finding this person is in class.. plsss
i really want to knw..
if its u..
u will also want to knw..
no matter who are u i really want to knw why u hate me so much.......

HELP ME OUT IF U KNW WHO THE PERSON IS.....
IM GETTING THE PERSON TO TOK, NO MATTER WHAT..
I WANT TO KNW THE REASON WHY............

AND IF U HAVE THE GUTS TO SAY..
HAVE THE GUTS TO FACE ME TOO.....

nth much~

2009-06-27T07:12:00.000-07:00

ok, i know i never been blogging for a long long time..
too bad i'm lazy!..
there is no one to help me blog (im helping now) <-- louis ..
last time i got ex to help me..
now i need to blog myself..
grr..
nvm..
nothing much lately..
i've changed my hp plan to students plan , STupid parents naggy about my Phone bill..
But i must control!
nvm..
haha..
i think i can spam my phone all i wan now!
but.....
who should i spam...
that's a quesetion..
hmm...
nevermind! let me think..
i will know sooner or later..
hahahah..
school gona start soon!
grr.
so long then start..
i'm so bored at home..
stupid parents so strict' not gona let me go out..
grr...
feels like im a small kid like that..
cant they use their stupid brain and think..
what year is it now ?
arh they brain is stuck in the 80's..
can't they ever let me have my freedom..
arh..
hate it..

CHEER UP !

new style, new life..

2009-06-25T05:42:00.000-07:00

new blog..
new style..
new life..
new beginning..

muahahahaha..
wish me luck..