you ended my heartbeat,too..



Saturday, September 26, 2009

the 12 day without u.

im really really mad abt what u have lie.
if u have not lie to me abt it during the whole time i wont have care so much.
i wont have got so mad.
or even i may give u my bless.
but seen u have choose to lie.
i got nth to say.

at the start of ur relationship.
u have a stead, we got tgt.
and on the day we got tgt ur ex found out and u asked me not to contact u.
i walk away u stop me, stop me from going and say u will settle with her.
i gave u time.
i waited and waited and at the nite of the day u called me say u broke up with her do u knw how hapi i was at that moment.
i can get tat hapi until i cried.
the hapiness of tears.
we got tgt.
u knw my parents are strict.
and u come to my house every sat and sun.
we didnt go out.
as for u said that u cant get over urself ask for im taller then u.
i dont mind but i knw u mind.
so i didnt say a word and bear with it.
it ok. as long as we are tgt no matter where, when, and how i will still be as hapi as for i knw im with u.
even if we go out walkin on the street, u didnt hold me hand as for u dont want ppl to knw.
i felt sad.
as for i want to let the whole world knw that u are my stead.
but nvm i change my way of lookin things.
we got tgt not long.
u start to change.
last time we can be webcaming and tokin on fone and making funni faces at the same time.
having a great time.
slowin u change.
we on cam but didnt tok.
u were typing, i ask u got mad say playin games.
nvm i go on with u.
slowin u keep sayin abt breakin up.
i really got upsad and mad.
i already give in.
and u still......
nvm we dont say 4eva but as long as we can.
i try to hold it as long as i can.
cause i knw if i hold i can still call u my baby.
but soon enough on the one month anni.
u ask for a break up.
a real break up.
on 140909.
u say u love me but u knw it unfair.
and u want to break up as u perfer to have a single life.
i give it back to u a single life.
and u said u love me on the day we break.

soon enough i online as usual.
see u online.
but i didnt tok to u.
but later.
u put ur nick as 180909/1015.
i knw the date means something.
but i dont knw what 1015 was abt.
i ask u hide u offline.
i when to tagged.com and found out ur profile change.
and someone said i love u to u.
i knw u got a stead.
i saw the profile of the girl.
i saw the same date.
and when to have a look at the pic.
saw that one of it was on ur fone and u told me that was ur ex.
then i knw.
u said u dont love her no more from the v start.
but u patch back with her 4 days after we break.
that nth wrong i knw.
but what im angry is.
u lie abt loving her.
u lie abt loving me when we broke up.
u lie to me abt perfering a single life.
u lie to me by hiding.
u lie to me abt hating her.
when i sms u.
u said-
"i didnt lie. that up for u to belive. if u dont belive i also got nth to say."
and when i ask abt why. u didnt reply.
and then i rmb u like to rmb the time u stead.
when we stead u nv even write anything now.
now u write the date and time tgt and for ur so call ex u dont love.
u said be4 u hate her.
but u end up lieing to me.
u write it on msn a few day after u patch with her.
and u think i didnt tok to u so i wont relise.
but sad to say sori i saw.
and sori i knw what going on.
u need not lie to me again as for im not going to care anymore.
i'hv learn to wake up from my dream.
i'hv learn to stand up after fallin.
i'hv learn not to rely on boy.
i'hv learn not to belive.
i'hv learn that dreams are dreams and i should wake up one day.
i'hv learn that fairytales are fairytales.
i'hv learn that lier like u dont worth my tears.
i'hv cried enough for u.
i got tired of crying for u.
i got sick of lier like u.
i got enough lies from u.

i have learn to carry on moving in life.
as for i knw its all lie and i should have wake up till now.
life goes on.
thanks to u i knw that dream are dream and i shouldnt rely on it so much.
as for it still a dream.
KELLIS IS BACK.
back to where she once were!!



















Life Goes On Like Usual.
kellis have learn how to stand after she falls.
JIA YOUS KELLIS. U CAN DE. I BELIVE U CAN.





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